It seems like my blog was dead for the past 4 months. There was only ONE post, GAH!
Year 2010, what a bad year for me. Experienced a lot in the past 4 damn months, and I think I shall revive my blog, of course, make a conclusion for my first semester in The One Academy :)

During my first semester, I think I missed a numbers of gatherings. After the first.. the second.. slowly no one's inviting me, they knew the result. Speechless, but cannot blame also. How SAD.
Some fella did find me and asked about my life. Thanks dudes :)
Lemme see, 'hey ccy! how's life?' 'hey, assignments?' 'you free? wanna _____'
I felt sorry when I see all these kind of opening.
That shows how much they DON'T know about my current life. Opsie!
Should update you guys now haha! This will be a long post, a 4 months report :P

P/S: I miss my table tennis tournament, I used to have long reports for em' too! :(


2010'
R..e.lationship.
Yes, the first thing that made me jumped here and there was this. A new relationship.
After 6 months of staying single, I'm with someone in this new year.
It was SADDDD, cause I enjoyed my single life more -.-"
This fella, we knew each other for 584 days, and now we've been together for 113 days.
No confession, no pikat thingy, we just fell into each other, LIKE THIS.
and I'm like WTF while typing this -.-"
Tan Wen Xin is the happiest one I suppose, she bet on this last year, yala you won lah :P

Something happened just now, in the morning, something really BAD.
Here is some message to you. Key in any possible password that you know. You will get it I'm sure.

F..r.iendships.
This is like a nightmare to me. Am I too innocent, I mean, I'm ACTUALLY innocent?
I thought I was not, and I hope so too. After entering The One Academy, I strongly realised that, there are fake friendships.
I thought what I experienced in the past, Swer Lie's was the worst, it seems that there are worse than the worst now.
First of all, college mates are not easy, especially the gene XX.
I guess some human know what happened, yeah that really suck.
Sluts everywhere, hafta keep my boy save from them LMAO.



S..t.udies.
Yeah, this is like the main thing in my life now. I guess my friends should've seen my artworks before.
I will not post all of them up here, maybe just one, my Final Test :)

Overall, I'm satisfied with my progress, tho some of the people do not admit that my artwork are good.
Well, define good artwork. *silent* define bad artworks now. *lagilah.......*
For me there's no specific way to judge the good or bad of an artwork.
Different people have different styles.
At first I aimed one of my classmate as my target, Wong Voon Fei.
I told myself that I need to archieve his standard.
I think I somehow made it now, you might see the differences, for some people mine's better, for another bunch of people Voon Fei's owned.
Can't blame tho, we have our styles.
Had private conversations with my lecturer, what she commented was:
Your ability to observe ain't less than Voon Fei's, it's just that the way you show the characteristics of the figure/item is different. Voon Fei's ain't way much better than yours, you're just slightly slacked in doing your work.
Seriously, I appreciate this comment, a lot.
It gave me confidence, that I'm not too slow in my progress.
My artworks in Facebook, get little compliments, I had no idea why, maybe it's just like what Boon Tiong said, "yours are too perfect, you're too careful while applying your strokes, there's no more emotions in your portraits, people won't find em' impressive'
I understood what he meant now.
Some of those tengok-pon-tau BAD artworks get more compliments than mine. WHY?
I don't find it unfair anyway. First of all, this fella entered TOA with ZERO, while I had my basics before I started my lessons.
His improvements are more visible, but for me, before and after seems 20% improvement only.
Second, his incomplete works seems completed, weird huh? Even tho the proportions are out, doesn't look like the one in the reference; even tho the shading are rough, considered bad shading, but his work are passionate.
Actually this fella can learn, he can improve more, just that he don't wanna accept what people taught him, he always wanted to experiment himself. Until the last minute, he considered to use the proper way of shading, and his final test turned out extremely nice.
This fella is the one who made my life horrible. I spent like 4 months time to teach him, too bad he never learns. Guess who is he? I guess you guys knew it. DISAPPOINTMENTS x THOUSAND.

I'mma start my figure practises tomorrow, some friends' photos are selected :P
Hold on and see what I have for YOU. Yala YOU -.-"
opsie, I miss YunHo! holy craps I think I seriously need to draw him out. Miss him damn lot, and Im watching his first drama series now :P



U..p.dates.
What am I doing now? ha. Having chat with my long lost Japanese friends, Hiroshi and Ayashie. Not those kenal thru Japan-Malaysia program lah! They are like my best buddies, for real :)))))))))) Miss em!
Had my dinner, ABALONE weyh! too bad I think I'm not granted with good tongue and stomach. Gardenia bread taste nicer to me :P
Will have my driving lessons next week onwards, like finalleh. Thanks to some dude who kept me waiting for like a month before my college started.
NOW YOU SYOK LOH? I've changed my driving institution and you ate my 100bucks! Thought I so senang kena tipu har?! Your ex worker said out everything.
Nevermind I forgive you, thanks to you some more, MALAYsial mah.
Lepaking in Tou Tou's blog, nice songs :P