I dunno why.. but my mood is just getting lower and lower..
when my mood level dropped until 0 that is the time I feel like wanna kill myself = =
but I think I know why I acted like this ady.. lols..
I guess it is because of.. August is coming..........
you know.. the ghosty month..
ever thought why I say like this? haha~
today in school.. hmm something "fun" happened..
Su Min heard someone called out her name but actually no one is callin'???
Kim.. the one who got the sense.. heard 'someone' shouted her name while she was alone with her friend in a corridor.. pretty scary huh?
for those who know 'bout my case last year.. I do have some senses after that..
cant see but can feel them for sure.. huhu~~
maybe I started to got that feeling and I act emo? lolss.. I did it last year too.. *I got no appetite at all when I started to feel there is something wrong*
and.my.mom.asked.why.aren't.you.eating?again. . . . ?
lol..
today.. as 'usual'.. I got no mood to craps or play at all..
after my morning duty I went to lab.. thought of crapping with friends actually..
but the topic that had started earlier.... errrr.. sudah lah~ buat kerja sendiri je..
after the Chemistry period.. went back to class.. look at Elaine.. sigh. nothing to say.. continue with my studies = =
meaning the whole morning I wasn't participating in any activities or topics that happened in class..
you know CCY then you'll know what I said just now is IMPOSSIBLE to happen = =
anyway.. thanks to my friends.. I got my mood back after recess..
thanks to Deidre.. you're the first one to make me smile after so long..
and thanks to Michelle too.. the 'Michelle versus hamster' movie was so great and I had a lot of fun with you.. ei? I never be that relax with you before haha..
erm.. played some games in class today.. with Wen Xin and Quiero..
got hit by Quiero until I nearly cry.. because it was DARN PAIN!!
it's hurting ):
and now my hand is still pain.. I mean. bengkak.. ishh = =
eii Quiero gor gor.. guys cannot hit girls one you know zzzzzzzzzzz
we got co-curriculum today.. after school.. I got Chinese Society and Table Tennis meetings to attend..
went to Chinese Society meeting.. it was sucks..
the whole class was terribly noisy and I really wanted to finish my Sejarah revision within an hour..
I never sit with my gang during the meeting.. sorry to say.. they are lame and they got nothing better to do other than craps..
I sat behind them.. doing my own work.. got la.. talked a bit with them.. *if not later say I Lan Ci~ = =*
then the dunno who keep 'shushhh!!' 'shushhh' in front of me while she's the one who talked the most in the gang..
I really feel like smacking those people that time..
if you are not quiet enough then don't make more noise can? sigh..
then went to Table Tennis meeting after CLS..
it was more fun and I enjoyed a lot with juniors..
since I cant and never tell my friends my feelings.. I expressed all to my juniors today..
played hardly with them.. craps and smacking each other..
I have no idea why I cant play and relax when I see my so call buddy's face.. something changed between us... and I dunno why.. I feel nothing and don't care >< .
it's sucks when people don't care 'bout the friendship anymore ):
what is left between us? no idea..
really thanks to you guys.. thanks for cheering me up indirectly..
because of you guys' activities and laughter.. I get my mood back before it drops.. haha..
thanks and you guys made my day (:
found a tunnel @ 7:05:00 PM
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