never tell anyone 'bout you.. there are no true friend in this world..
never fall in love with anyone.. because no one will really love you until the end..
never show your emotions in front of others.. because people will comment on it..
never release your anger in front of your friends.. because they will gossip behind you..
never act that you are good in everything.. but of course let others know that you are better..
never say 'no' to others' requests.. because they won't understand.. forever..
never say 'yes' too.. because they will blame on you when you failed..
never gossip on those close friends.. make sure you hate them then only you gossip..
never be close with those fakers.. observe and you will know.. its hateful..
I am me and I'm fine..
I know everything happening around me..
I acted like I am sucks.. I acted like I am the same with others..
because I let you guys to gossip about me..
then only I can know who gossip on me..
don't understand? ask those Libra.. they know well..
we are not bad people.. we just wanna protect ourselves..
I am not bastard.. but I act like a bastard 'cause.. I understand the game rules..
be a bad one will always better to be the good one..
the bad one knows everything.. I know who am I and I always remind myself of who am I actually..
the world is fake.. so do humans..
I am fake and its true.. don't tell me you are not..
judge yourself before you terasa or whatever..
see what you've said.. what you've did.. I'm always sensitive with those fakers..
and now.. I have a list of it.. *not listed out in a paper la of course.. I'm not that dangerous =.=*
CCY is sick with those fake stuffs..
a person's outfit.. her make up.. the way she talk..
fakers are always beautiful and charming if you don't know them..
but when you know them..
everything is so fake man~!!
ohya.. went back from IU today.. contact lens can make a person to be more beautiful.. or worse..
owh okay its kinda obvious that who am I talking 'bout..
I ain't dislike her.. she's pretty... but why must a girl whom I ever thought that she's perfect as a 16 y.o girl believe in those fashion stuffs and.. put it on herself?
look at the mirror.. see clearly.. who are you?
I always do that.. find what is really good for me and I won't put on those fake stuffs on myself..
if I put it on and I become pretty then I also speechless laa..
but what if.. the effects sucks?
gosh I looked at those photos and I was like..
'can't you just be a normal one? I like the real character in you..'
I did have some problems with her.. but its really weird that.. I dislike her.. but at the same time.. I like her..
she act like normal when she talk with others..
but she never ever talk to me after the....... okay stop it..
too lazy for me to think 'bout what she and another one did to me..
she won't understand I bet.. if not she won't act like that..
goshhhhhhhh! the first idiot in my life.. is the girl that I loved so much!
how come arr =.=
nevermind.. nevermind me.. nevermind her..
I don't need to treat a person who never treat me as friend..
I'd kept this in my mind..
that's why all my zodiac's characters came out one by one now..
I know who are you but I won't tell you that I knew it..
I act like I don't care and I act like I am same with you..
but it doesn't mean that I am your friend..
today.. another friend is out of my buddy list..
she will never thought that.. she is the one..
terasa? ask me if you want to know..
but make sure you know who I am and you know who are you to me before you ask..
I'm not kidding now.. I am really stressed out with Chinese Society stuffs..
don't challenge me.. when I tell you my thoughts no one can beat me..
because I lived for 16 years.. and I've observed everyone in my life..
don't believe? only if you know what kind of family I born from..
this broken family makes me different than others..
I know more than others which are same age with me..
they will never know what is life and never know.. how to live as a human..
having problems in family? you don't know what is meant by problems..
tears are useless if you don't understands.. and if you don't know where is your problems..
I found out many years ago.. I know the theory..
don't piss me off.. you won't know what will happen in future..
I won't do anything until you realize it..
I'll keep on observing everyone and.. you will know what you've did to me or others in future.. and the one who let you know is.. the God..
the God did twice to me and now is the time I see what will happen on them..
terasa again? congratulations.. you are really the one I'm talking 'bout now..
I'm talking 'bout everyone.. especially a few girls and myself..
this is a post for myself..
to remind myself that.. do not show off what cards I have in my hand..
do not act like stupid anymore.. but act more stupid in front of all others..
know why? because I wanna continue my life.. as a nice one..
or maybe.. a bad one.. I don't know..
found a tunnel @ 10:08:00 PM
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