who care 'bout the case now?
even there is nothing happened before..
but your replied today.. "si dan.." proved all..
maybe you said you were sorry.. guilty or whatever..
but the whole story is..
Ben was the one who did wrong at first..
and Syahoo did wrong because he used some points to threaten you guys..
next.. you were given many days from me waiting for you to explain..
at least.. say something..
I didn't care so much at first.. I don't even wish for a sorry when I see you cry..
I was wrong.. because I caused these..
I was not perfect.. I made Ben hates me.. I told Chee Wei's 'bout your stuffs.. although it was a "yes" only..
I swear I didn't share you guys' privacy to him..
I swear.. but could you? no.. you couldn't..
the case isn't that serious actually..
but because of you didn't tell us your thought on the very first moment and you missed your only chance..
so more misunderstands occurs..
you say you felt sorry actually..
but you didn't say it out..
cry? fear? if you were wrong you should say sorry.. there is no such thing as.. "I scared I will cry.."
because of your ignorance I cried lots..
I don't understand.. you don't explain to me what is in your mind..
I can only think based on my thoughts..
I need yours but because of your fears I don't know anything..
you may say I misunderstood.. okay.. I admit that after I read your reply..
but you cant blame on me.. because we gave you chances but you just wont step out and settle..
all these starts from you.. and you shall know..
so you are the one who should step out.. not me.. not the brave one..
if you cry I still can feel you.. my Esther.. but you choose to run away and don't wanna face me..
plus your "si dan.." so.. si dan........
no matter what.. I know I still heart you 'cause I cried..
but I can tell you that.. you are just my normal friend..
my friend should be brave and lovely..
my original Esther gone.. she is now a girl who have fear on herself..
I cant get out from the phobia.. 'till now I still fever when I thought of you both..
but I still type this post..
because I want you to know.. I ain't hates you from the moment Ben scold me..
but I am disappointed.. because you said you were afraid of facing me..
guilty then say sorry.. this is how a human's attitude should be..
no one blame on you at first.. but you choosed all these.....
found a tunnel @ 4:23:00 PM
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