that Elaine.. Penny.. Esther..Yun Sun and Eddie will stay overnight at my house after the countdown..
emm.. I have some photos but I'm not gonna to post it out..
whatever..
this is the saddest Christmas I have ever..
I cant tell the reason why..
but I can say that its sucks..
I never thought it could be so hurt..
and the person who hurt me doesn't even realize what he did to me..
what can I say some more?
whatever~
just try to make it easy and..
I swear.. I wont celebrate Christmas anymore..
not even once after 2008..
I swore.. and I really do.. 24th and 25th of December.. CCY WILL NOT BE FREE..
me and my sista just planned about next year Christmas..
we said we wanna exchange present blablabla~
but now.. I can say that.. I wont go out on X'mas anymore..
no date on that day..
so no need to ask me out..
if you really do care of me..
do not ask me out for the celebration of Christmas..
this year.. Christmas.. the last festival in 2008.. I missed it and I'm alone actually..
to HE:
never mind me.. I don't care about it anymore..
without Christmas.. I will be fine..,
and I don't need to hope for celebrate with you anymore..
not even a.. "Merry Christmas.."
I'm gone.. CCY is gone..
found a tunnel @ 10:35:00 PM
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