should I meet the God personally and ask for an answer?
he really bored?
why he create such a lame game for himself?
a game called life..and the rules is torture the human?
why he could be so lame?
WHY?! I need an answer..
he is a lamer? do he talk craps?
ahh.. nah.. what he need to do is just playing with the human on earth..
he looking at me now?
controlling me? how many controllers he own?
pity me..
maybe he is smiling at me now?
why? I'm funny? yea.. perhaps..
okay I know he hates me.. a lot..
I'm the noob in his game..
no wonder he hate me..
why am I so down? okay.. maybe I got cancer?
well.. the God may hate me so much and give me more dead cells tomorrow..
I wanted to tell him.. that I hate him so much..
ahh.. he hate me too.. maybe he wont give me the chance to talk..
should I explain to him now?
should I tell him the truth?
I'll give him a question.. hope to get the best answer from him..
I got a list.. a list of questions..
maybe I will ask..
why you give me a stomach?
if you give me a stomach.. why don't you give me food too?
should I go n find food by myself?
but I'm not the one who asked for the stomach.. you gave me that..
should I say thanks? should I take good care of it?
okay.. I know your answer will be a YES..
so..should I follow what you asked us to do? the YES?
I can see him nodding now..
okay.. since you said so I will go and find my food now..
isn't it lame? I think so too..
will I have a chance to have a lame conversation with the God?
if you ask why I'm so down today..
the reason will be "I'm hungry"..
if I ask you what can I get for food? what should I eat?
will you give me an answer like.. "refrigerator"??
then I shall ask you.. "should I?"
if you asked me to eat it.. should I follow what you asked me to?
okay.. I'm loser can?!
I cant decide what I want..
can you decide for me?
if only I let you to decide for me right?
if I say YES.. will you help me?
what will happen if you give me a NO?
well.. should we make a deal and meet in heaven when we are dead?
okay.. think positively..
I did!! I said meet in heaven!
oh gosh... am I crazy or what?!
what I'm talking about now..
craps? oh I see.. so means I still have the mood to craps?
ahhh.. now only I know my mood is nice today..
=.=
speechless..
scroll up and read back what I typed..
don't want to turn back and rewrite the post..
but.. may I have a favor please?
shoot my heart so that I wont feel the pain..
thanks.. a lot..
found a tunnel @ 10:06:00 PM
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