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im damn moody 2day.. my msn was dead..
i din chat wif ppl except for those hu from args n arbs..
yea.. im still angry.. wad i did 2day all were lik.. a piece of shit..
i din eat last nite.. i get gastric 2day for sure..
planned to study bt i found tat.. i couldnt focus on it..
on9.. ive wrote such a big comment in PBC blog.. ive destroyed the css.. will fix it soon..
bt i duno those ppl fak gai mang or wad.. keep telling me tat tis 1 cannot see.. tat 1 so weird 1..
wtf.. dey all blind izzit?!
ive warn everybody in my msn list.. "FUCK OFF"..
dun add fuel to the fire.. im pissed n im hving a serious headache..
thx to my frenz.. dey noe wad to do.. jz tell me to chill den end the conversation automatically..
reali thx to dem.. i reali scare i will burst again..
im chill now.. Deidre.. dun worry.. its a CHILL.. nt CHILLI..
well.. argued wif him n din contact wif him for 1 whole day..
v din chat.. v din sms.. v din talk..
dar.. thx for gving me a period to chill..
i reali dun wan to argue yesterday bt.. u reali pissed me off..
lik wad i said.. i hate u.. n i reali do..
uve turned my world upside down.. n i hate it..
i jz wan u to noe.. dun keep say those stupid words..
i din say i gt another guy.. i din say i dun luv u anymore..
im totally bad mood tat day n wad u said can make me burst..
n.. im serious.. 1 is 1.. 2 is 2.. NO is a NO..
if i say nth den its reali nth..
in case of i reali did hide sumthin from u.. n i said im fine n nth to u.. plz use ur stupid brain to think.. mayb i dun wan to tell u? or its nt the right time..
i wan to tell u.. i wont hide anythin from u.. if i did hide sumthin aso.. its jz for a temporary.. i will let u noe.. mayb after tat..
everyone noe the changes in my mood.. y u cant seng muk dit n dun force me to say those i dun wan to say??
im sry i said bad words to u last nite..
bt ive reached my limit.. i always hide my emotions from my frenz n family..
bt den if im reali mad i will explode..
i was too angry.. i angry till i cried.. i duno y..
when im getting angry i will say all bad words n i will wail reali hard..
wad i nid is a wailing wall.. nt a guy hu keep pushing me to my limit..
im done.. n im fine now..
thx dar.. n sorry..
i miss you..
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